But real shit, every relationship I’ve had, with the exception of maybe 2, has ended on some dumb shit. Then months later niggas realize what they had and try to get back with promises like, “I’ll never hurt you again” type shit. I don’t wanna hear it.
I say that bc like a fool, I went back to some of them. Nd wats really fucked up is that it wasn’t even on no “im in love” shit. I was based off of the hope factor that I so hopelessly follow. I hoped they had changed. They hadn’t. Then I was back to the same old shit. Doing everything for them, and recieving, not a damn, in return.
So from now on, I’m taking shit real slow. Like, some times I get a little anxious for the company of a “boyfriend,” then I realize it’s not worth it. So I’m throwing away the hope factor. Nd I’m just gonna adopt a little something I like to call Patience.
We’ll see how much of a virtue it is. Besides, I’m sure there are some good ones out there who aren’t to blind to realize they have a good thing.
Thats is all.
Mark my words, so that they be set in stone, on my tombstone, ready.
With a pull so strong you can't help but dig me.
So grab your shovel and plow through my ♥Linguistic.Rubble...."
~CeeyaJay
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