♥ Next Lifetime....

"Wait a little while..

Wanna know something FUNYY????

So I was taking a long ass walk, "looking all cute and shit" (lol). A car drove by, and I got honked at....then I decided I would count how many times that hapopened....10! Why do ppl do that? So annoying, I mean really. AND, Old men too. SMH.

This is what I mean when I say, "Linguistic Rubble"

Mos Def in "Freestyle: The Art of Rhyme"
Something I cant listen to and not get bored with. Rapping minus all the MONEY, CARS, CLOTHES, and HOES. No luxuries, no bling, just the mellow mood of being at home surrounded by neighborhood ppl.

More.♥ Still old

Disclaimer:  When I say shoot, I don't mean OFFICIAL. I just had a really good camera, and a great friend with awesome photographing skills.

Wardrobe: ♥CeeyaJay 

>Shoes: Courtesy of Shiekh Shoes

>Clothes and Accessories: Courtesy of Forever 21 Inc.

>Hair: Courtesy of CeeyaJay (I do my own boo boo)

1 of my "CeeyaJay" backgrounds. ♥

I typed in "silhouettes" on Google™, and got this pic in black in white. Saved it, and edited it on PAINT! Added my favorite color BLUE, and some words. Can you believe it? I was so proud of myself. But because I got it off of Google™, I doubt I can take credit... well maybe a little. ;)

If money were irrelevant,

and the only way you could acquire any type of luxury was through your level of kindness, what what be your QOL? (Quality of life tht is.) If you have to second guess, maybe you should rethink how you treat ppl.
[[Via Monique, Monique Show]]

~Here are my thoughts~

First of all, I think that was a profound question.----> I wish I had thought of tht myself. But it did make me think. And I had to second guess myself. Am I saying I'm a horrible and unkind person? By NO MEANS. However, there were times when I could have been a little nicer.

>>>And then I thought some more<<<

Certain individuals may have had to look inside themselves and do some self evaluating, but the world wouldn't turn without this Tomfoolery:--->If kindness were currency, there would still be some ppl trying to get around it. Ya kno, do a good deed for "reception sake." At that point it wouldn't even be genuine. And there would be a bunch of liars walking around with all the riches of the world.....uh, and you say "money is the root of all evil."

Welp, now kindness is. and we have ourselves a BIG ASS contradiction on our hands.

[[I'm just saying]]

I ♥ Monique though, and she gave me something to think about. You should too. That is all.

~CeeyaJay

♥ Posing in my BLUE dress ;)

♥ Pic from Shoot

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow

Part One. 

I love you like yesterday. 

See, it’s the past that hinders me from loving you my best today. 

Because of the lack love 

From ex-boys and such, 

I’m not so sure I can love you the right way. 

But I love you still. 

I love you like I’ve been hurt before. 

My heart tends to build, 

High walls to block you out, 

And you knock them down. 

But like eternal life, 

They’re everlasting. 

Outlasting the hold that I feel, 

Binds me from loving you completely. 

I find me loving you discreetly. 

And less in public. 

I love you like letting go is beneath me. 

I want you to reach out, 

But won’t let you reach me. 

I want to learn how to love you right, 

But refuse to let you teach me. 

Like yesterday I gave my all, 

And as I recall 

I received nothing in return. 

These, 

Bridges wont burn, 

Cuz I keep them open, 

Hoping they’ll give me insight into you. 

I understand you reap what you sew 

But I’ve bitten off more than I can chew. 

I guess I better start acting brand new, 

And way more into you. 

Because if you’re fighting to be with me, 

And I’m fighting against you, 

That just may be a fight I’ll lose. 

Part Two. 

I love you like today. 

Way more than yesterday, 

But still not my best today. 

But I do still love you 

Though the past still haunts me 

And seems a bit daunting. 

The harder I try to move on, 

The more the past taunts me. 

But on I move, 

And tell the past, “Do you.” 

Cuz I will do me, 

And by me, 

I mean you. 

I mean who could stop the truth 

As hard as they pursue 

The reality of us today, 

Makes the past easier to subdue. 

Today. 

Yes. 

I love the way that sounds. 

Today brings the truth out, 

That I’m here with you now. 

Tomorrow is in the past 

And no, today won’t last. 

But I live in the moment. 

And love harder only 

Because I love you still. 

Today is here. 

Finally….. 

Part Three. 

I love you like tomorrow. 

Like, there’s no tomorrow. 

Like, 

Today is right now, 

And yesterday is gone. 

And just in case tomorrow never comes, 

I must love you like two days in one. 

Call it a two for one special. 

Cuz the two of us together 

Gotta be something special 

I’m in love. 

And this is the kind I wear like a glove. 

With my heart on my sleeve. 

See, tomorrow could leave, 

And you would know my love was complete. 

I love you with everything I have 

And all I have to gain. 

You’re the today and tomorrow, 

That put yesterday to shame. 

And my love still remains. 

I love you with every bone in my body. 

I love you way more than “to death,” 

Cuz that’s loving you hardly. 

The way I love you is close to Godly. 

….alright, not so much. 

But I only mean to say 

I’m yours forever. 

And who ever invented tomorrow is more than clever. 

I anticipate 

Tomorrow, when I wake. 

And how I’ll turn to the left and see your face. 

I love you with an urgency. 

Cuz this here, 

is an emergency. 

And as the next day emerges we 

Walk off into the sunset, 

Holding hands…. 

Floating, 

into tomorrow.